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[unclejimbo]

Do I have a bug up my butt... I just don't know what it is all about...

Looking to deal with this phobia of needles that has plagued me for years. I've found ways around it in the past, but for some reason it is a whole lot worse. And trying to dig into the cause has not put me in a good way these last few weeks. Then there are the dreams.

Most likely, this is more leftovers from the abuse on me by my dad and stepmother from years gone by. Trust issues. They betrayed my trust and now I have a very small group of people that I trust.

*sigh* Not a good place to be right now. Sorry if I'm a bit of a bear.

Need a good therapist. Need money or insurance to pay for same. Not sure where it is going to come from. Gotta love this Free Market health care system we enjoy.

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[mrshannibal.livejournal.com]

you know, it really does pain me that you feel the need to apologize for expressing how you feel in your own journal...
if folks can't accept you for who you are by now - well, they're loss...

and i hope you get over the needle thing...that sucks

[unclejimbo.livejournal.com]

Looking at some options. Hopefully there can be a resolution soon.

I don't mind apologizing if I'm wrong. My father never could do it and I'm a better person than he is.

[mrshannibal.livejournal.com]

you're a good man